A Journey!!

Where I am lost,

Letting me go into a deeper dive,
In d sea of fleeting memories,
I am faded , I am lost,
In the baggage I carries

Tears are rolling down,
Diluting into d ocean of past,
I am afraid of reality,
As nothing is gonna last,

Feeling the burn inside,
From the flames of fire,
Which is burning, my every desire,

Drowning into abyss,
I am faded , I am lost
I don't noe where I m,
And where my soul is host

Lost is what I own,
Lost is I what I known,
Lost in the time,
I want to abscond,
But still it doesn't stop,
As life always goes on and on

Relish, rage, agony and ecstasy,
But there are, no signs of apathy,
I wish I can have it one day,
So I can't feel, No dark , no light ray

Dawn with the sun,
Ends with the moon,
There is light,
Be it after or mid noon,
But then why I see,
Only dark shadows of light,
Why does it seems,
No end of my fight

I know this too will pass,
But all I need is the strength to cross,
To cross this way,And reach the end,
Where she is waiting, for me to mend

Lost will be then the agony,
The rage,
The shadows of dark, the life of cage

There will be only the dawn of new age

Trust - Denied !!!

You are chatting at night with her
You suddenly feel horny
You quickly ask for a nude
She says no
You continue
She asks you to understand her
You tell her to trust you
She says she can't expose her body to anyone
You still go on.

She tells you to wait 
You wait patiently
She sends it
You feel happy
You wank on it
You finish, you look at the nude again
You feel disgusted
You think its nasty after wanking on it
You then go to mobile uploads
You upload the pic with a nasty caption
You even tag her
She sees it
She sends you a message for you to delete it, she cries and begs
But you say no‼
She tells you she'll send more if you delete that one
You say you've seen everything you wanted.

People start to like and react on the nude
Some start to comment bad things, some defend, some feel sorry, some laugh.
Her friends see the nude, some friends are disappointed and discriminate her, some friends defend her, but it does nothing cause everybody has seen the nude.

Some people share it
Some save and some even show her relatives
She's toned she regrets she cries
Next day she goes to school
She finds some people booing her
She enters the class just about to sit, she's called by the head teacher
She's told to explain what the head teacher and the member of stuff have heard, she fails
She's beaten.

The head teacher call her parents
They talk to the head teacher and the result is that she's expelled ‼
The parents try to plead but the head teacher is cold hearted
She goes home
Her parents are disappointed, and they also beat her.

Her phone is taken away
Her life ruined
She tries to take a walk just to think things through
But as she's walking people point at her
She hears them talking about the same thing
Some laugh
She goes back home.

Thinking too much
She decides to commit suicide as a relief
She goes to her mothers bedroom
She gets the rat poison
She quickly drinks it
Within two minutes she's dead.

Her parents call for her
She doesn't answer
They are mad they call again, she doesn't answer
They quickly go to her bedroom to beat her
They find her dead with the rat poison beside her
They feel bad, they blame themselves
They cry, they regret punishing her
They call her relatives and close friends
Everybody knows and they feel sad
Her best friend cries cause she can't believe what she sees.

The exposer also hears the news
He is toned
He regrets, he feels like going back to time
The burial day has come,  her best friend and parents see the coffin lowering
 they all burst in tears
They can't believe it.

Her parents are never the same from their daughters
Everybody close to her are not the same
The ex-poser is being haunted with force pictures of her.
It started simple until it was too much
You can easily ruin someone's life with something you think is simple.
Life is like electricity, Anybody can shock you.